The Dancer

Lovely song - would love to have someone play it or sing it for my, meaning it if for the length of the track

That's the kind of tune that makes you feel all emotional and mushy inside, don't you agree with me?

Tell me the next time I

C you around

Life, music and dreams

I took a couple of days off, which means I'm home for four full days in a row.
I didn't have the kids around this weekend;

Just spent some time by myself, getting up to date with sleep (it's been a rough couple of months on that department, been chatting around an awful lot with an insomniac lovely lady and I get up early in the morning...), reading a few pages, surfing, job hunting, no serious stuff.

I actually don't know that much where I'm going right now...

Should I stay at the sofa, hit the kitchen table?

I'm talking about Life in general...

I have some important decisions to make, some regarding money, some regarding family. I quit trying to decide anything about love because it never ever turns out the way I want expect.

But all of the above are getting me in a turmoil.

I once wrote - and if I didn't write it I told it to a lot of people, I'm sure - the only way (for me, up to now) to get over someone is to find the next one.

I NEED to find that next one.

The good part in this is that intelectually I know exactly where I am, but this sack of blood, shit, sperm and bones is not that good at acknowledging what the mind tells it (a bit like a slam by Grands Corps Malade http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvmG8vjm-Q8).

I live a period in life where problems (money, divorce, etc) are starting to untangle, where I have people who care for me and people I care for, but I'm not happy and I don't like it.

Better yet, I decided to do something about it.

I just don't know what!

It would be a lot easier if the people I care for and the people that care for me were one and the same, so I guess that should be my priority.

But I told you before I stopped trying in that department, due to that want expectectations issue.

Life isn't made of dreams, even if I sometimes wish it were.

In the mean time, I've got my books and my music and someone to talk to and have interesting conversations, so I'll just make the best out of it while I don't reach a conclusion.

You'll be in it, for certain, whichever it is.

C you around

Life?

No fundamental topic today.
Again.
My blog is a little bit like my life, it doesn't know that much where to go.
Well, it's worse for my blog than for my life.
I know what I want out of life at least, which is more than what I know about my blog.
Doesn't mean I can get it, though.
Doesn't even look like I am going to, not for the time being at least.
But as with most things in life, it takes time.
And as with everything that takes time doing, it's probably worth  the wait.
I very much hope so.
Anyway, I'd continue writing, but my red tabby is up and around messing things up.
I guess he wants to go outside, so I have to take my leave.

C you around